Is anyone real on here?
Sitting here. Wishing I had someone to talk to. I keep fantasizing about actually posting myself on here. Pictures. .....Videos? My face is turning red just thinking about it. Right now I'm in my chair. For the first time I'm trying a chastity device on myself. But it's so hot in here. I took off everything I was wearing on purpose. I want to feel dirty. I'm so anxious about posting anything. But I'm getting turned on thinking about it. The idea that someone is looking at me.... no... not that they're looking but that they're WANTING. I've never really felt that from anyone except girlfriends. The idea of strangers looking at my body? Getting turned on? Fuck. I want to feel more turned on so I feel this little thing around my cock, feel myself actually pressing against it. I don't know what I will feel. Why does it turn me on so much? I want people to want me so bad. Wanting more. Wanting to see my body. My.... cock. Showing my body to someone. I wish someone was here, someone who isn't a robot. I want to turn red and get hot, anxious, show off. On my page, I mean. But I wish someone was here to talk or something. I want encouragement 😥 somebody tell me I'm hot and to show off 😥 i have never liked my body.